Do I Ever Blog Something Good?

Wow, I honestly never blog anything GOOD. Life's just rotting away. Another person I thought was a "friend" has left me. I am becoming a cold hearted bitch. I do have reasons to be? All these people you thought were your friends leaving you. COME ON!. I need to move to a bigger place. Small towns=ruin your life. Honestly.. my hometown, is DISGUSTING.. couple of years ago I wouldn't be complaining because it was a great place, but now, TOTAL GARBAGE.. that's right G-A-R-B-A-G-E. Most of the people are fuckin fake ass bitches/sluts and the guys are "Oh look at me, im the hottest thing out there, oh don't forget, I look like a total macho man faggot on the ice, cause im a jock who can shoot a puck into a net and bone girls who look anorexic". I'd be considered the loner, bitch, cute, attitude, invisible who's fat.. Okay, first of all after all the stuff I have been threw from abuse from guys to abuse from so called friends to liars to cheats to dysfunctional settings.. YEAH! I THINK I HAVE A F***KIN REASON! =). I am not a bad person, but, hurting me brings out the mega bitch. I do not approve of being hurt. Gotta love when people give you the dirty looks.. GROW UP.. I don't care, you aren't getting my attention. Sad to say, im going into a career that involves caring. Yes, I care for people.. but, I will care for people who deserve to be cared for. They are sick. These people who are hurting me emotionally.. that's not happening. I WILL NOT CARE. You fucked up once, you fuck up twice, hell no I won't let you fuck me up a third time.

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Well, it's been awhile blogger people. If you read this.. here's the thing. I'm back at a rocky point of my life. Seems like the past two years it's more me on the rocky edge of the mountain then the clean slate.. I can't stand it. I can't even look at anyone the same. New people as good.. so many people that have hurt me, are making me so BITTER! I really don't like that. I am a good person, I think so anyways. No matter what anyone has to say. I am too nice to the point that " Oh, your fake! no one can be so nice!" GUESS WHAT! people can be nice.. and listen up.. ITS NOT A BAD THING! seriously?! Last guy I was interested in was in it for the "game".. basically girl + wanting to know details about me+ him= a broken heart of mine.. I will not forgive him, that's a cold thing to do to someone. Asshole doesn't even explain that..
If I had to get a tattoo.. I think i'd get the word karma.. cause no matter what someone does to you, it always turns around, I believe that. Same would go to me.. if I did something that wasn't right.. hell ya! id get a big kick to the ass.. Some people, that have made me so miserable.. haven't had it happen yet.. to an extent.. but lessons need to be learned..
Sounds like a huge compliant hey? bitch bitch bitch about me.. naw! just a word of mouth I guess you can say..
My career keeps me happy however, I think the only decision in my life I find to be successful. I hope I can move eventually and get to explore my life.. maybe that's the ticket I need. Who knows though? If only I was psychic.. if only!
Here's a quote to end off this little blab.. " Keep fighting! you may be on the ground gasping for a breath, but its not a TKO" ;)