2011

Another new year, 2011.. I didn't want to make a new year's resolution up this year because I haven't followed through with the others before.. but I am hoping this one could come true. My new year's resolution this year.. and no it's not about weight, the resolution I have tried to meet for years, I gave up on that one. I am happy to be who I am. But anyways, this year my resolution is to find one person that will change my life forever. That's a big resolution to ask for huh? Someone could possibly do it though. I have met some incredible people in all of my life.. so what's one more who could really put a change in my life.. and I am hoping for the best, and not worst.. I know that 2011 has just begun but I hope that this year is a good one. I always seem to be not so happy at the beginning of it, only for my birthday and then I become quite sad.. maybe because I am scared of what's going to happen this year.. not too sure. Life is full of unexpectations.. if that's even a word? I think it is.. anyways, you never know what will happen.. and yes, that scares me! why wouldn't it? (that's a question you don't have to answer by the way.. retorical question!).

One Person

Cracking into millions of pieces
My heart can't handle much more of this
Emotions are going haywire
I want to unleash the bad side of me
Sick of being treated like im worthless
Needing to run away to find an answer
If only one person would come along and change
My world.. forever
When that time will come, I have not a clue
But when that time does come, I hope I am ready