This Is Not Easy..

The time can be good for the moment
but that's only a wish
You have those precious times with that one you love
but this isn't easy..
What can I do then to just be alone
I caused you that trouble
I had to fade away
My affection, my kindness
Thrown all away
This isnt easy, I say..
So, I sit here, thinking deeply
Of this terrible pain inside
Knowing that I did wrong
And this is how i am paid
I guess I can't do anything now
Your mind has made the decision
She couldn't change that
In fact, you said these times have gone and it will never be the same
Yes, i do cry alittle inside
I have to fight this by myself
I just never knew the troubles I made
For being everything I could to you
If I have to let the good one go, Then I guess thats all i have to say
I can't do anything more, i've tried the hardest i possibly can
But baby, you just can't see this
So, ill sit here all alone..